Ugh

I feel like my life has plateaued. Nothing is going on anymore, I never get invited to my old friend's houses, and worst of all, I don't even talk to half of them anymore. I haven't seen my best friends in two damn months because he's in fucking basketball and doesn't have time for me anymore. I don't think I have to talked to him in two weeks, and it pisses me off! Not at him just the fact that he is only 30 miles away (if that) and in the last four months it feels like I saw him more when he lives in Wisconsin. I don't feel anything for girls now either. Ever since last year at the end of the year, it seems like I just don't have any emotions in that department...I just feel as if I have nothing to look forward too...